Here I am again. Sat in front of my working table. Staring, staring out into the unknown. It's been a couple hours but it felt like it's only been minutes. Plainly flipping through the pages of my books and notes, but nothing enters my mind. Darn it! I fell into this cycle again. It might … Continue reading I’m Drained… I’m Bored
Night Thoughts
Here I am. On my bed. As I take twists and turns but can't seem to find a comfortable position. Let me be honest. It's not really the comfortable position I'm looking for. It is the moment of me feeling sleepy and eventually fall into slumber. I love to sleep. I enjoy sleeping. You know … Continue reading Night Thoughts
Once I called “Friends”
Maybe it's for the best that I'll just stay away. I think things would be better off without me messing it all up from this day.Those people who I once called as “dear friends”, “buddies”, or even “mates” are now “strangers” in my eyes. I can't seem to point out exactly where things went blur. … Continue reading Once I called “Friends”
Oh Sorry… I Got Used To Pushing People Away
I'm used to walking around alone. Through streets and corridors. Not having someone to literally make me cackle to my hardest to the point that I might disturb someone else but still don't mind it. Oh how I ling for that kind of fun. Where I might end up forgetting that I'm with other people … Continue reading Oh Sorry… I Got Used To Pushing People Away
Lost between the Pages…
In our everyday life that seems to be chaotic. I now really look forward to the so-called “Me Time” which I couldn't simply understand way back then. I thought that meant was to be alone, but it felt lonely. Later on in life, I realized that it meant giving time yourself time to breathe, divert … Continue reading Lost between the Pages…
I Wonder What Mask Will I Wear Today?
Oh, it's morning again! I better get up and start my day. What should I cook for breakfast to eat or do I even have an appetite to eat? Gosh, I'm still sleepy. I guess I'll just head to the bathroom and bathe to wake myself up... Alright then... Oh what a refreshing bath I … Continue reading I Wonder What Mask Will I Wear Today?
Solitude Accompanies Me
Right here sitting along the aisle of the theatre with a crowd. It makes it seem like I'm not alone but I truly am. Just when everything slowly turn into a white noise as the lights go deem, and my thoughts gradually overcomes me. I can feel the cold breeze of the air-conditioning near me. … Continue reading Solitude Accompanies Me
In My Head…. Everybody Hates Me
In my head... Everybody has something to say to me. In my head... Everybody has negative comments about me. In my head... I'm not competent enough to even engage into conversation with others. My head makes me think that whenever I talk or pass by, people whisper about me. My head makes me think that … Continue reading In My Head…. Everybody Hates Me
My Man, Trapped in a Little Dog’s Body
I can't believe it's been months since you arrived here, in my life and greeted me with your very innocent eyes.(8/8/19) Your shy eyes welcomed me one morning. Being inspected by mom if you're in good health, just when I was about to do my usual routine before I head to school. I don't know … Continue reading My Man, Trapped in a Little Dog’s Body
It’s Never Too Late To Experience Anything
I was once a kid who felt different. Different in a form of not knowing how to engage with people, even other kids. I figured it would be difficult for me to engage into a conversation with them, because I was very fond of reading books, but they're very fond of playing games like “patintero” … Continue reading It’s Never Too Late To Experience Anything
